Chapter 5: Fear
had been a month, I was fatal, throwing up morning, noon and night, which was normal in first three months, but that did not make me feel better, and smells not very helpful.
With Ben, things had improved somewhat, I imagine that took pity on a pregnant teenager.
With my family, but at first was not amused either, as far as bad it was all ... was fine.
And one day do not really know how it happened, just know that happened, we promised, yes .. requested was not pretty, or anything like that, it just popped.
went to court, since my husband did not like the idea of \u200b\u200bthe church, and prepare all the papers, we had time to get married and was only a month later.
were spending the day with a routine that had taken over my body.
One night I was well decided to go for a while at a friend's pub was closing the site and it was quite sad about that fact, so we decided to go and be there.
When we arrived we met some friends of Ben, he insisted that we go to one of the pubs in the area had them, I flatly refused and told him that if he wanted to go to the pub side with them and I was a little on my friend and then rejoined us.
He agreed, however when we went I used to go together and go with friends for an hour or two girlfriends leaving me with his friends.
He stayed with my purse, where he had the money and house keys, he said not to take the weight, and I was grateful.
not an hour had passed when I went to find him and hang out with him. I saw his friends sitting on a bench in the street, there was no trace of him, "will be in the bathroom" thought, but still wondered.
- Hey! Where's Ben?
"It was half an hour ago.
I was paralyzed, I could not believe what I just heard ... Had he gone, leaving me alone? Without warning, without giving me my bag where I had the money ... nothing, just gone.
overwhelmed and thinking it was possible that he had gone well, I thought it would be in the parking lot, waiting in the car. I was up there but not there.
was away from home, the area she had to go to get home was where the girls put a happy life, had no money to take a taxi and was two months pregnant.
With determination I started walking, I had another foot to go away home, would head down to avoid attracting too much attention when a car with four men started asking me questions, I ignored and went forward.
I looked for a second, and the car was still following me, I felt fear, tears started running down my cheeks and my hands instinctively went to my stomach.
could not do anything, go and pray to God that nothing happens to us.
And there were still thirty minutes to get home.
So my time would be faster, until I finished running with those four-inch heels that I had forgotten he was wearing.
exhausted, breathing hard I looked back and the car had stopped following me.
was 5 minutes to get home ... Was he at home?
and wanted to get, I kept a brisk pace until I reached the front door, rang the bell, and that he had no keys, he opened. I climbed the stairs, and when I went through the door there it was so quiet, watching TV while playing cards.
Without a word I went to bed.
Only one thing was clear ... This is not going to stay that way.